First week, and Singapore

Salam.

Hello peeps. It's been a hectic week. Spent the first week in classes and new college, and new roommates. Well, not new roommates. They're my friends, my classmates.

And spent the weekend in Singapore. Spent the weekend at Sentosa Island and USS, again. Yes, it is my second time here in Singapore to visit USS, but my first travelling my plane to and forth.

I bought bunch of things. And my deo spray just got tossed into the garbage. It is frustrating. Oh well, this is a new experience.

And now, I am alone taking the return flight to Subang, a 8.40 p.m flight, just to make sure I'll be able to take the 8.30 a.m bus to Seri Iskandar the next morning.

I am so tired. I just want to sleep, and rest.

But, I got two assignments on my lap, thta I have to settle paling lewat hari rabu.






I'm dead. I'm missing my mom already.
Oh well, wish me a safe flight home.


See ya, (:
Salam.

Anxious and Excited

Salam.

It's Sunday. A week from now, I'll be at Perak, menjadi seorang budak perantau again. Rindu nak jumpa semua orang, at the same time, mampu ke duduk sana another 4 months setelah 5 bulan melepek dekat rumah? Lepas 5 bulan memanjakan diri dengan katil, dengan internet, dengan makanan sedap-sedap, mampu ke balik sana dan tak berpeluang tidur seenak sekarang?

I guess we will just have to wait and see. Sungguh, tak sangka dah nak balik sana. Teringat lagi the last day tinggalkan Perak, dengan mindset, ada kemungkinan takkan balik ke sini for a year, if tak lepas praktikal. Alhamdulillah, lepas jugak, and now, kembali packing untuk pulang ke sana.

Agak memeningkan kepala untuk packing kali ni. Since tak dapat bilik lagi, tak tau nak bawak barang apa. Susun barang, lepas tu macam terpikir, what if benda ni diperlukan? Susun balik lagi. Sort out sort sort, tetiba macam terpikir, ish benda ni macam nak kena guna je nanti.

Pening! It is for one week trial. Sementara nak dapat bilik kan? Baju mungkin no hal, satu beg tarik tu je lah I'm planning to take there, cuma masalah sekarang, BOOKS! Macam tak boleh tinggal satu pun kat rumah. Macam nak kena bawak semua. Tapi, nak letak mana? Bilik dah la takda kan.. heeee kalau sikit tu takpe, ni kalau dapat pinjam contract doc dari office, lagi lah )': nak nanges!

Cuma, sekarang tengah pilih baju kurung untuk seminggu. Then dah kena pack smua siap-siap untuk second delivery lepas dapat bilik nanti. Hadoi hadoi. My room is a mess! Baju kurung mostly berlipat berlonggok atas rak tu sebab banyak sangat. Nak kena letak tepi yang dah tak muat. Yes, my ass is getting wider, so most of my old baju kurung since Muar time, dah tak boleh masuk. Baju je elok masuk. Habes takkan nak pakai dengan seluar kot kan? Kalau matching takpe, ni baju zaman asrama dulu, bunga-bunga lah, meriah lah. Mana masuk dengan seluar. Derr macam nak repeat balik memori orientasi Part 1 lah pulak. Pakai tracksuit dengan baju kurung, plus sport shoes. Yes, disaster!

Of my private life, I had deactivated my FB account. Harap-harap tiada apa yang penting. Harap-harap. Haih. Since tak ramai yang akan jumpa blog ni since I've changed the link, so ada possiblity takda sapa tahu. Nobody cares about me lah. So what? I'm not a social person. Takda hati nak bergaul dengan mereka. Sebab takkan paham pun apa diorang merepek. Merepek je lah lebih. Sabar je lah.

My maxis dah expired. But ada $9 excess of credit. And actually ada $4 of free airtime. Fuck kan? Nak call sapa weyyy.. Adam dah merajuk tahap paling tinggi, which pada aku sangat menyampah nak pujuk. Over sangat. Papelah. Atai dah ada awek, Lelaki Harapan.. kalau call, dia nak angkat ke? )': Rindu lah dekat dia, tapi.. if this is the best for both of us, then let it be. Kalau ada, ada lah.

I let go of my feelings to someone the past weekend. Siapa? Rasanya semua orang boleh agak. (: I thought I had let go of the feelings months ago. But, I guess I am just a joke to him. I do respect him as a person, and he had given me so much to ponder about. But, at last, the reality sunk in. I had to let go, no matter what. He is just not worth my time.

Although, from now on, I don't actually know if I can trust any guy to let them into my life again, but I don't actually want to give up. I love the feeling of being in love. Cuma belum ketemu pemilik tulang rusuk kiri ini. InsyaAllah, satu hari nanti. Ameen.

Salam.

Weekend visit,

Salam.

  ♥♥♥

sayang korang

thanks guys,

mwaah! 

Macam-macam Ragam pada 25/5/2011

salam (:

it's the result day.

the first thing i did was to head out and search for breakfast. -.- i dont even think about checking my inbox. oh and i noticed tht everybody is struggling with student portal.

since i've been almost two years with uitm, i know not to even enter student portal during result week. it's jammed-packed. and since last semester, they had sent out results through email. so, tak payah bengang bengang kat wall FB, bukak la inbox email.

simple. no hassle. no pening-pening. no nanges-nanges.

i went out, bought Gardenia, and chocolates ( i'm not feeling well, this is my meds ). went home and made breakfast, hung clothes, went up and online with Castle and french toast.

oh, congrats to everyone yang lepas ke praktikal. i think one or two of my classmates didn't make it. ): shucks. i'm sorry guys, but see i'm not tht suprised. when you guys said we're not cool anymore, or we never chillex anymore, there's a reason. and that reason is, we want to proceed to practical. because we know, the subjects aren't tht hard, actually quite simple and easier than previous sems, so there must be a trick somewhere tht can make us fail the sem. and, it's the FINALS. damn the finals.

so, congrats, and kepada yang tak lepas, keep on fighting! lepas ni jangan main-main dah, oke? we tried to shake some sense in yah, but semua pun dah besar kan? everbody has their own rights. so, yeah.

i passed. yeay. and no, saya tak dapat dekan. why should i? i played a lot, to be honest. LULUS pun dah cukup, to think tht everyday i've been thinking perhaps i'll repeat the sem. (:

so, guys, see you this november yah? (:

ingat, jangan lupa bukak i-learn every week, in case ada update. and print practical outline, and jangan lupa isi logbook,

rindu QS4B. love y'all. (: good luck!

End of another year, and Hello 2011 (:

salam (:

today is the last day of the year. i'll fill it with appointment, last minute shopping, and major packing!

im doing my last of post of the year, boleh percaya x? macam baru je lg 2009 -_____-

sedang semua sibuk sibuk huu haa huu haa jerit happy new year, i sibuk bungkus baju dlm kain )': knplah perlu balik ke sana?

i love being home, tp kdg2 rasa suffocated tau x? rasa terkurung. bosaaaan.













i xde new year's revolution ke hape ke.. sbb last year punyer pun x tercapai -______-












i'm looking forward to a new, bright, happy, cheerful year. hopefully (: AMIN!

Result

salam.

since wednesday evening, unifi somehow having trouble. the whole USJ was affected. so byangkn la, i smlm mcmne. the FIRST and ONLY day (hopefully lah) without the internet. im dead bored. and i almost nak nanges tau x. sbb sumpah bosan gila. idk what to bake anymore cz i make LOADS of cookies the other day.. and my mom isnt home. i wanna scream and i want the UNIFI TO BE FIXED ASAP!!!

well, bcz of all the above, my migrains came and said hello. -______-" forcing me to go to bed early. then after subuh, i decided to sleep back, sbb i knw the internet is not fixed yet )': then at 8 smthing, my sis kejut kata "WEY INTERNET DAH BOLEH!!!!!!!!!!!!" i lompat terus dr katil, grabbed laptop and online. HAHAHAH gila dramatic habes. tp mmg i lompat. my habit bgn dr katil is to jump. weird....

then i terus bukak cafe world. )': my foods habes rosak......... damnnn. then bukak fishville, ikan2 barely hidup...... damnnnnn.

fix fix fix. then br bkk student portal. IT'S RESULT DAY FOR BUDAK UITM.

the portal ckp, result will be sent through email. plus xde link ke result pd portal tu. mcm pelik je. so i bkk la email. dupdapdupdap. wpun dlm hati berhajat nak DL lg, tp harapan la bila teringat jwb BS mcm main2, CTU lg mcm cilaka je i jwb.. so i sgt2 bersyukur bila LULUS semua subjek. YEAY!!! (:

ha amek kau. so skrg boleh stop buat andaian i dpt dekan. knp perlu pk i KENA dekan? duuh. zaman rajin dan excited dah berlalu la. hopefully dpt maintain 3 pointer smpi habes diploma.

tu je harapan. AMINNN!








i made bread pudding, sbb dah tension dgn sindrom-nak-datang-bulan. feels like punching ppl's faces.












BYE